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good things [27 Mar 2006|08:45pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | the guitarman- cake ]

sweet weekend.

the Extreme Obscene Scavenger Hunt '06 friday night went off without a hitch, except that meara and nate won (wtf?!) but I have to commend them on their victory, a job well done. Nate drank grease AND they got pulled over. Pretty sweet. Had to go home early, but a fabulous night nonetheless.

me and tintern did a marvelous job.

saturday filmed with mel and then went to semi. I had soooo much fun, it was ridiculous. Austin looked smashing, as did all of my other friend types who went, and it was a good time. I left a little early cause I was feeling sick, and when I pulled up to lora's I started throwing up so I went home. Sunday was pukey also, so I filmed for like an hour with mel and came home and was sick some more. But regardless, I still saw the boy (god I adore him) and danced all night and it was a very very successful weekend and I had oodles of fun.

anyway, today stayed home due to acute illness and worked all day. fun times 5.
finals on friday. semi dresses? rock it.

more later
sar

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the best day of my life [22 Mar 2006|08:26pm]
[ music | paul simon ]

this is the best day of my life.


dear stars,

it's really okay that you didn't come out tonight, even after I asked so nicely.
because things worked out in the most amazing way anyway.
I'm not mad.
Maybe next time you should come along.

kisses,
sarah jill



I am so happy

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[21 Mar 2006|07:10pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | angel-dmb ]

You make a mess of me here
I dance a thousand steps for you
If you say yes to me
Ill be whatever gets you through
-dmb


somebody help me.
I've gone all mushy.

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junior drama love [21 Mar 2006|06:13pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Big Eyed Fish- DMB ]

I adore junior drama. Those kids are too funny. (Esp Tintern, Ali and Becca's group- they're definately the best group so far). Ah, what fun.

Also, they call me sarah jill which is pretty sweet cause I've always pretty much hated the name sarah and sarah jill is much prettier. you should ALL call me that. please.

anyway, half day tomorrow. can't wait.

aaand... the obsession continues.

best
sarah jill

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[20 Mar 2006|07:53pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | sailing- rod stewart ]

wow. obsession is gut-wrenching. I feel like my insides are coming out through my stomach.

and I love it.

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qed is life [20 Mar 2006|05:59pm]
[ mood | empty ]
[ music | You Never Know- Dave Matthews Band ]

Fuck this, you guys. We fucking rock.

The best part about qed was that I became best friends with every person involved. I love absolutely everyone who had anything at all to do with this show. It's freaky/awesome.

So, we didn't move on. The judges didn't get our show, and now we get to watch FuckingHam perform Tales of Gouging Out My Eyes again on Friday. But, at least I get to spend a day with my friends, miss school, see some good theatre, and see leominster and duxbury. Good times.

Also, saturday night was funny. Got trashed at Darius' with evan and carver, too. Too funny. Had to do something with our sorrows. But it was incredible.

You know that weird feeling that everyone gets right now? Today is the first day of spring, and school will be over before we know it, and junior drama starts tomorrow. But I still feel a little bit empty, even with so much ahead. Maybe it's just because I'm afraid I'll lose him. We'll see, but dave matthews doesn't make it any better. This song makes me so damn sad.

But don't be fooled, I feel fabulous. We did good, guys, real good.

I love you. I mean it.

-sar

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best.weekend.ever. [12 Mar 2006|09:26pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Glad and Sorry- the faces ]

so basically this has been the most incredible weekend ever.

friday- went to visit the college coach, she was very nice indeed. her name is meredith.
friday night- boston for dinner with jaim, d, and jo. fire and ice = delicious. extremely amusing ride home. then to darius' for a little bit, then home.

saturday- austin's "suprise" party (meaning he suprised us) which was cool beans, picked up my prom dress, and went to the mall with jaime and rach, got a super sweet vest for semi fimals and my official paris bag. (eek 33 days!!)
saturday night- jaime drove me and d and ev drove meliss to newton to see lauren goldman's private school perform footloose (we were 10 times better... in 8th grade) and then I took "the plunge." Saw mateo and sherry from camp, sherry didn't remember me so I made a total ass of myself. oh well. and willard was so cute. had dinner at bertuccis at the atrium with the best waiter EVER (trav, happy 21st on april 10th!!) and jaime had a breakdown because she was mean to ev and meliss and it was HYSTERICAL. also, I got some abso-fucking=lutely fantastic news.

sunday-lay around
sunday night- had coffee with darius, talked about stuff. watched the corpse bride with jake, rach, and mom. super super fun.

I can't even explain in words (at least on livejournal) about how absolutely fantastic this weekend was.

I love everything.
6 days until semi-finals! woooo!

gah. I'm busting at the seems with excitedness.
yay.

(...it's ME!)

jesus I'm having a freakout again (re-play saturday night's ride to the atrium)

lovexo
sarah j

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SEMI FINALS HERE WE COME [05 Mar 2006|09:43am]
good lord, so much has happened and basically I'm only going to talk about one things: prelims.

prelims fuckin' rocked. The only bad part was that I didn't really get to meet many people because I was hosting sharon, but it was still really fun. The shows were all okay, (you know all know what "okay" means) but I felt like we absolutely nailed it. I am soooo so proud of us.

AND WE'RE GOING TO FUCKING SEMI FINAL'S, BITCHES! 13 DAYS!

Schools that moved on that we know: obviously duxbury and marian, Leominster, Andover, Norwood, Stoneham, Hamilton Wenham, Weston, Ispswich, Winsor, Matignon, St John's prep (boo), Bromfield, and Beaver Country day.


WHY ARE WE SO AWESOME.
I love you guys so much. We worked so hard for this.

tech, you sweeped the awards. and I love you.
our hard work has paid off.

ILL SEE YOU SUCKAS AS SEMI FINALS.
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[24 Feb 2006|10:56pm]
[ mood | tired ]

bah. all day rehearsal = frustrating times ten, but I finally said that the cast felt like they don't ever say anything positive. Yeah... that went well.

cue sarcasm.

anyhow, came home and ate, then went for a hike with zak and had dinner with darius, then back to danielles to watch (yet again) a completely strange movie. but all in all, a good day.

woo hoo! rehearsal starts at 9 tomorrow!
better get to bed now.

night everyone
-sar

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the day I did the dirty deed (say that ten times fast) [23 Feb 2006|09:47pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

well, its been a couple days since the last entry. today was the second rehearsal for qed and things are slowly getting better, even though every night we get script changes to memorize for the next night. It's gonna be SWEET. nine days.

anyhow, eli came yesterday and hung out with me, and then me nate danielle jo and eli had dinner, and they told the waitress it was my birthday, and she brought me cake and sang to me AND hand-wrote me a card, no joke. What a nice lady. Anyhow it was wooondferful to see Eli because I just love him so much and also because someday we're going to get married. We were watching tv and I jokingly said that two people chouls get married, and now he thinks I'm "obsessed with marriage," whatever that means.
(To those of you that don't know, eli is my bud who was in my cluster at massstar (leadersip shiat) and then we went to sltp, ltc together last summer and mysteriously ended up in the same cluster again. we're bffls. He's wonderful, and some day we're gonna get married. sorry ev.)

Anyhow tonight was amanda's and it was sweet and I hit a huge milestone with eva and jenna and amanda and gabby. It was super fun. I love you guys.

So tomorrow is rehearsal slash zak adventure day. I can't wait. I've missed zak.

more later
gotta love the moon boots

sar

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New York, New York [19 Feb 2006|08:52pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Only in New York, Millie ]

Well, here I am, sitting in Javier Romero's apartment on the corner of 38th and Lexington, with his and ben's yorkie Loopa on my lap. It's a georgeous apartment, a studio, and its reaally well decorated. It is javier's, after all.

We drove up yesterday morning after a rather eventuful drive to the kennel to drop poor timmy off, seeing as my dad is not a reliable dog walker, with all the knee problems and such. We came to javiers and then walked to bens brand spankin new apartment on the lower east side, apartment #1 on the first floor. It is GORGEOUS. It's humongous, two bedrooms, a kitchen, a bathroom, (duh) and a living/den space area esque type thing. But for the rent he's paying, its incredible. Turns out that ben has been creating art since college and I just haven't known, because his entire apartment is covered with pieces that he's made, and also the most beautiful charcoal drawing of my mother when she was sixteen that I have ever seen. She got it done on Montmartre, same as mine, and I think when I got back I'll get a really good one done and I'll keep it, so that I can have it someday. Anyway, his appartment is amazing and I'm quite jelous, even though for the most part me and New York City do not get along.

Today we went to visit g-ma in Queens, and then came right back to see The Light in the Piazza, which I believe won best musical of the year, and it was sooo great, just incredible. The sets were awesome, the story was totally original, the cast was AMAZING, and the music was so new, and overwhelming, and romantic, and just completely wonderful. I walked out thinking it was so-so, but as the day went on I loved it more and more. I think part of the reason might be because it took place in Florence which might be my favorite city in Italy. The story was incredibly romantic and wonderful.

Then came back, had dinner with mom rae and ben, and now here I am. Tomorrow (hopefully) I get to have lunch with gaby and maybe some vintage shopping along with it. Hilary was invited to join us, but boo hiss she has an ap exam on saturday and she has to study. But I can't wait to see gabs again. And also to come home.

Well, loopa is clawing at my legs and abusing her sex slave teddy bear once again, and my mom in the backround keeps saying "Loopa, if you're going to masturbate, do it in the kitchen," so I'm going to go play with her and keep her distracted from, ehem, less disturbing activities.

See you all tomorrow.
Can't wait for the love fest

love love love
sar

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Okay, lemme stress this. [16 Feb 2006|06:15pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Dear G0d,

Thank you for everything. My life, my brothers, my sister, my best friends, my dog, my mom, my dad, my school, my role models, good people, and most of all my happiness. Thank you for making me a happy person, and even though sometimes I get down, I most of the time am up. So thank you. My life is absolutely fantastic.

YOU HEAR THAT? FAN-TASTIC!

I really don't think I could be happier.

love and a hundred kisses,
sarah jill

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The Marvelous Mad Madam Tim [16 Feb 2006|06:08pm]
[ music | marvelous mad madam mim ]

yeah... my dog is the absolute shit.

Anyway, just go tback from qed rehearsal. We had an awesome pump up session beforehand, even if not everything worked out when we performed it. It's gonna kick butt though. Too bad the things we fight most about is what clothes to order. I know what I'M doing tonight... (researching other places to buy zip ups slash fitted polos) But it'll work out.

Yeah... I feel awkward about the "eggshell" girl slash incident. I feel guilty, like I shouldn't be pissed off, buuuut I still am. Whatev, hopefully it blows over.

But anyway, on another note, I absolutely love my life and everything in it.
Especially my dog.

peace out
-sar

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Happy Valentines Day [14 Feb 2006|06:51pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | Under the Seaaaa ]

Happy valentines day, everyone. It hope it was enjoyable, although if you're like me it probably wasn't a very big deal at all. I'm just excited that I got chocolates from mom.

I think for a lot of people valentines day is sad. I can understand maybe if you're middle aged and single, or if you lost a spouse or something. But other than that it seems so silly to read my friends' livejournals lamenting about the fact that theyre aloooone. boo hoo. You're young! Revel in it! Be happy that you don't have to worry about getting too old to get married or have kids or any of that stuff.
I know, it sucks to watch your friends make out. Trust me, it happens every day. And it also sucks to see your friends change and slowly turn away from you and towards the "other." But that means that you and me have each other! Whatever, like I said, we're young. So no worries here. Just party and have a good time, even if your bff is busy mackin' it to the "other." HAH.

So anyway, today is the birthday of William DiFrancesco, my awesome friend from Leominster who pretty much rocks. So here's a shout out to you, Will. I'm dedicating "step one, slit my throat" to you. haha. Love you, dahling.

Okay. Gotta run. Must. Memorize. Lines. By. Thursday.
Wish me luck!
And happy valentines day.

-sar

(ps- I finally sent in the student leader of the year app, cross your fingers!)

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Snow Day Supreme [13 Feb 2006|05:36pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | sims mode 3 ]

Woke up mega late and went to lunch with becca, evan, meliss, jo, austin, and ben a. It was fun, and then me and jo went bargain shopping... SHWING.

Came home and sat around like a lump, then finished off my work and decided I should prrrobably learn my lines for festival. 19 days, and counting.

Ouch. My ribs hurt from Gorp the motherfucker.
**To those who don't know, Gorp, who got his name from ME, tackled me at the cast party on saturday and pulled a muscle in ribcage. awesome.**

gorp sucks.
death to gorp.


everyone have a good day tomorrow?

Who wants to be my valentine?

love,
sar

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ooti love [12 Feb 2006|07:48pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Disney ]

once on this island was fabulous.

despite the whole fiasco today, I still love everyone lol. Possibly more than I did before.

No school tomorrow?

Sorry, Eli. There is a god.

and now, for a poem from a good book:

A WRITING KIND OF NIGHT:

It is clear tonight,
a writing kind of night.

There's a moon stirring up
mysterious metaphors
in my imagination.

The heavens are jam-packed
with planets and black holes
that are still undiscovered,

and magnificent poems
that are still unwritten.


night everyone.

love, s-bash

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Long Time no Type [20 Nov 2005|02:03pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Well, it's been a while.

Saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire yesterday. My life is complete.

Went to the big bash at Jo's on friday. Complete success. It was reaal fun, and also extremely entertaining.
Because of friday, I love free porn, owen's lack of aim, and random hookups. (not my own- that wasn't random)

So we only have two days of school and then I get five days of fun with the whole Bashein Bunch. All 8 of us in one house. And two cars for five kids. But it'll be fun anway, even though I'm not really a turkey and stuffing kind of girl.

Friday was so great. What a fabulous night.

And all is well.

See you in school.

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Brigadoon is Briga-Over [07 Nov 2005|04:05pm]
[ mood | good ]

So, Brigadoon was this weekend and it was pretty much awesome. Lyss and Adds came on friday and and then leominster came on saturday. Some other pretty awesome people came too, and even if they didn't say hi I'm glad that they came. It was a good time. But for some reason I didn't feel as sad/attached at strike this year, probably if we had had the 2 or 3 weeks we lost I would have. I blame it on that.

Brigadoon was Briga-awesome.
I love shstc.

Stayed home from school today to write the hardest ap essay ever and to do family journal, then write the monologue for the auditions on wednesday. Tomorrow I have to go make a speech for the fortnightly club.
Eek. I should probably prepare something.

I wish when leominster came they would actually stay long enough to take off their jackets. Boo.

Ok, time to go play with Tim. He's always good for a laugh.

sarita

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oops. [29 Oct 2005|10:55pm]
oops. I was supposed to write that I'm sick of making the moves and he should do something if he actually likes me. But that's not what I want to say. But it does make me sad.

oh well. who knows.
sarita
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Halloween Bash [29 Oct 2005|10:19pm]
[ mood | Cozy ]
[ music | Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas ]

I can't believe the snow. My new coat and gloves are making me feel christmas-y, and they're helpin' me out of the funk.

So I've decided to comment on the awesome costumes at G's Halloween Bash.
Most Original- Lexi. She was the black hole that socks get lost in. So clever.
Coolest- Max. He was a snowman and painted his entire face, plus he had this amazing costume with pillows in a pair of pants and he looked exactly like a snowman. Props, max.
Sluttiest- I'm gonna go ahead and say that even though Meliss was weaing her mom's lingerie, Jaime just acted the sluttiest. So congrats, Jimmy.
Honorable Mention:
George: (He really looked mexican)
Jenna and Owen: (fight club)
Ev, Austin, Ben: (Diapers? I don't think I know sillier people.)
Chris: (He pretty much wore a skirt)

Also to super galactic Becca, because she's too cool. Also, to m + ben, because I'm glad that someone got male attention last night. At a place other than their cleavage, anyway. It was really fun, I had a really good time. Up until the end. I'm so confused. I wish I could say "I adore you. And I can't understand why this is so hard. Do you want to be with me?" It's actually really silly. Sometimes I catch myself thinking about him, and I actually laugh out loud because it's making me act like a 12 year old for the first time in 4 years. God, that sounds ridiculous. But you know that it happens. And then you wonder whether or not they think about you, and you're DYING to ask but you don't want to look like a total idiot. I don't know why, but this is one has made me feel foolish in a good way, like the way you used to daydream about the kid who never knew you existed, and you know its stupid but you do it anyway.
God, am I loser, or what? And the worst part is that horrible feeling that they don't... well, any of that stuff.
I feel like I need proof, maybe. I don't quite believe that he wants it.
Blech, I hate the mushy shit. But it's true, I suppose. And I don't know what to do. Help?

Thank god for firepits and D and my girlies and my dog and snow and christmas songs.

Off to bed. All day rehearsal tomorrow. Awesome, more time to daydream backstage.
-Sarita (D came up with that one)

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